I Quit

I just can’t take this anymore

All I’m experiencing right now

All the hardships, all the sufferings

All the problems and trials I’m facing

I just can’t take all the words you said

How you are treating me so cold

I just can’t stand being left alone

Left by the one you treasured the most

I just can’t take it.

I can’t stand looking at my friends

They are happy while I’m suffering

Without anyone I can talk to.

I’m suffering because of a wrong decision

A decision that made my life very uneasy

The decision of letting myself fall for you

And allowing my feelings to deceive me

The reason why all my dreams and plans rip apart

And why I decided to quit

To quit my stupid life

My problems that I am facing now

But I will treasure your memories in my heart

And think for myself now

Leaving those miseries in my life

And start a new chapter of my life.

I Hate Myself

I Hate Myself

I hate the way you treat me

Making me feel worthless

Treating me like a nobody

Acting like you don’t care at all

Acting that I don’t exist

I hate myself in still believing in you

You can see me standing

Pretending that I’m not affected

Pretending I’m strong

But deep inside I’m weak

And slowly tearing apart

But instead of being angry to you,

I still believe that you would notice me

That you would perceive my thoughts.

And know that I need you.

I need you here with me.

To care for me and to comfort me

I ‘m aware that it’s impossible to happen

But my heart is still hoping for that day would come

And wishing you would look at me

Hoping that you would care for me

But I’m afraid not

Never will it happen

orientation

July 6,2008. Our orientation in Gazette. We held that at Tagaytay Picnic Grove. It was a great day indeed. We’ve learned so much from the past and current staff and officials of Gazette. They told us the purpose of being a Gazette should be. It’s for the service for the students. Informing them news that concern them and opening their eyes to the truth and reality. They informed us the job and responsibility that we have now. We are not just only typical students that don’t care about others that surround us. We should also care for our fellow students. We should put them our main priority in writing and making news. They told us the history of Gazette and fed us information that would help us along the way. They also orient us about journalism and writing. They present us different news and explained us what it is all about and how they are constructed.

The Gazette wants to produce quality writers that have concern to others that surrounds him. They want us to have dignity and principles. They opened my eyes to the reality that no one would be concern or help students like us but also us. We should help our fellow students and think of others to. We are not activists but we are only after the truth. We want only the truth and nothing else. We want change for a better future and orderly administration of the school and also for the country.